Day 13; (on day 14) Hey,If it was easy everyone would do it.

If it was easy everyone would do it.

TAKE 100% RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE!

E+R=O... On it,

(not all that hard for me to apply)

Give up excesses... On it,

(doing really well with this)

Listen to the yellow light... On it,

(so learning to really trust my first instinct's)

Give up complaining... On It,

(still, trying to master)

BE CLEAR WHY YOU ARE HERE!

Design my life's purpose... On it,

(done and happy with it)

Read it every day... On it,

(put it n my desk top so I see it all the time)

Organize all of my activities around it... On it,

(still a work in progress)

NOW THE CATCH...

Doing all these things... all at the same time.

HARD WORK. HARD AS HECK!!!!!

Yesterday, I began to realize that there are some people in my life that just don't work. They don't really support me.

They aren't very happy for my successes.

It seems that I am there for them all most anytime they call on me, but when I call on them they just can't seem to be there.

In the past I would be upset that they wouldn't be there for me.

It would be really upset, hurt me and bothered me.

Wasn't I there every single time they asked me for something??

Why was it so hard for them to be there for me??

Fact is, it wasn't that hard. They just didn't want to, for whatever reasons.

The worst part is that I have considered some of them to be my closest friends.

I would complain to my other friends and say can you believe I asked, so and so, and they said they couldn't.

Ahhhhh Haaaaa.... I was complaining! and complaining to the wrong people.

I need to have a conversation with the friends that are the source of the issue.

Either they will see and understand my point of view. Maybe I will learn why this is happening. And then we can try to build a stronger, equal and more positive relationship.

But there are some that just need to go.

They are not positive and healthy relationships in my life.

I would not be able to have them around on a regular basics and stay "on purpose."

And now the hard part.

E+R=O.

I need to change my response to these people. I need to remove them from my everyday life. In a kind and respectable manner.

I need to accept responsibility that I have allowed myself to become comfortable with the way the relationship is and people can only take what we give them.

This is going to be uncomfortable. Habits must be broken. friendships must change. Some will become stronger. Some will end and some will just fade into the background.

But in the end it will be worth it because I know I will be better off, much happier and "on purpose."

AA

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Ps. I LOVE YOU JEN!

YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND A GIRL COULD ASK FOR.

CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO CATCH A RIDE ON MY JET ON OUR WAY TO YOUR YACHT!